Day out with Luna and Grace

HEY GUYS~
Was out with these two girls and luna's boyfriend yesterday and went shopping :D
Bought around 3 pretty tops and a pair of shoes heh AND I LOVE ALL OF EM.
i swear my closet cannot fit anymore clothes and i really need to clear but sigh,really cant resist it when i see pretty clothes.
Havent met them in a super long time because i was busy with exams.



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Luna and Grace

Tried of the best yu pian mi fen i've tried opposite bugis street at this restaurant (called xing you ji or xi you ji or whatever urgh cant remember -_-) recommended by Grace!

Today i practiced my piano for about 2 hours?
And WHILE practicing i was actually thinking, what if one day i get lazy (just like how i always am) and stop having the mood to practice?
it'll just ruin my future. I'm the only child and i'm sure i have to take care of my parents on my own so i need to earn a lot of money. Hopefully i'll be able to give them a comfortable life?

If you've been a close friend of mine, you'll probably know how i hate people who depend on their parents and keep asking their parents to buy things for them. LIKE IF YOU WANNA GET SOMETHING THEN SAVE UP?if not get a freaking job to get what you want?
I find it absolutely ridiculous for them to do so. Your parents have been providing for you for so many years and yet you still have the nerve to ask them to pay for these useless things. If you do it once in a few months its forgivable but if you do it all the time then i really dont respect you, AT ALL. Maybe you're rich but isnt it time for you to become more independent?
I cant remember the last time i asked my parents to buy clothes for me even though they always offer to give me more money when i go out or ask if i want to get anything, but no i'm not so shameless to ask them for more money.

Anyway, the point is that i really want (NEED) to get a scholarship from a conservatory. I dont want to depend on my parents, its their own hard earned money and savings.they've been providing me with allowance, food, music education for 18 years now.and neither do i want to get a 300k bank loan and come back having to pay off debts for like 10-15 years? :(
SOOOO, i thought of a way to force myself to practice everyday.it'll maybe increase my chances of being offered a scholarship?

Firstly, i'll have a calender that i have to follow so i'll practice at least 2-3 hours everyday and probably start gradually increasing it to 4 hours or more. This is super hard for me to do so because i'm always only determined to practice everyday when there's an upcoming concert or exam? :( i seriously hope i'll have the determination to practice everyday.

Secondly, i thought of something even harder to do which is to set a target to finish learning a piece by a certain date (omg datelines again), record my playing down and put it on youtube and my blog (OMG I MUST BE CRAZY AHHHH).but i THINK it'll work because i'll be very embarrassed if i play badly and still have to upload it online omg. But coming to think of it, it'll pressurize me to practice everyday right? :/
I dont think people who read my blog all appreciate classical music anyway so you guys probably wouldnt listen to my playing even if i upload so its ok (trying to convince myself it'll all be ok omg lol).

My first target would be to learn up Mendelssohn's Rondo Capriccioso op.14, errrrr, by 27th of December? A month from now D:
Its one of my favourite pieces but its one of the hardest pieces i've learned and i just started learning 2 days ago.so i hope anyone who listens to my video on my blog would love it just as much!

I really cant stand people uploading substandard videos so omg ok i'll work very very very hard.

Bye!