Melody: Ah Boys to Men 2

HEY YALL~

I went to CCK yesterday for the first time after around 2 years?! Decided on taking a bus from my place and it was TERRIBLE because the whole bus was so packed with students and they keep shoving me :( i was so irritated lol.never taking a bus at 2+pm anymore.

Anyway i went to watch Ah Boys to Men 2 at LOT1 with Nigel and the cinema was packed with students, carrying their bulky bags and used their bags to knock my head.......SO IRRITATED LOL.

We decided on watching ah boys to men 2 because many people were saying about how nice it is, how they could watch it over and over again, how they cried watching the touching scenes....

I dont know if i was expecting too much but i didn't find it THAT nice leh.

I actually prefer the 1st one!

But overall i'll consider it as not bad la.passable lol.

Friends always made fun of my smile towards the left lol.but its been a habit since i was a kid -_-

WHO SAID SMILE MUST BE EVEN ON BOTH SIDES HUH.i got more cheek muscle on the left also wrong ah.

Why does my right eye look so weird in this photo...

Testing out low angle shots lol.my face looks slimmer dont you think? :o

Ok la even though there's really nothing to do at CCK it was nice to go somewhere new instead of my usual bishan/town area hang out places. Singapore is getting way too boring. We were actually planning to go to town at first but it would be way too far for him and if we chose a place inbetween for both of us it'll be some ulu and boring shopping mall and since i'm using student fare i made the sacrifice........LOL.next time he'll be coming to bishan i dont care. :D

One of the things i realized from talking to my newly made friend yesterday is that i keep thinking everyone's judging me, probably because of my ex school's people? All of them judged me even when they DO NOT KNOW ME so i thought everyone else out there's like that too but well i think i'm wrong now. Knowing people who are not from my school feels so nice SO SO NICE (highlight highlight) because i know i'm definitely not an ahlian in their eyes.

Need to change that mentality quite desperately because i will not get comfortable around others so easily anymore. I used to be that kind of girl who's so carefree, happy, dgif to what people say or think about me but ever since i got into sota in 2008 all of that has changed. I really miss my old self to be honest. Even though i'm still as crazy as ever but i'm no longer as crazy? LOL.ok i sound like a mental patient describing myself as crazy.

Oh ya and nigel's birthday is 10 days after mine! First close friend who's a feb baby too haha.since i was born till now i've never made a friend who's born in feb,which is pretty weird.but he has cats........... and i dont think i'll ever have a liking for cats haha.i was telling him about how i find cats gross the other day (I DIDNT SAY HIS CATS AH) but i feel so bad HAHA but that's really the first thing that comes to my mind whenever i see cats.i'm sorry.

I love making new friends lol i could ask them like 20 questions at one go.lol i'm so curious about everything because i always wonder what others do with their lives.

My new theory after much thought = when people are too nice they will get themselves hurt because people take advantage of them and stop appreciating anything done.

When they are mean bitches they get others hurt and they are treated better sometimes so i dont know what i'm supposed to do. Is there really a way to strike a balance? Like what,i have to be nice only at times? I dont know what to do actually. If i choose to be nice to a person i usually would treat them as well as i can. IS THAT ACTUALLY A FLAW?zzz.

I'm very sick of being nice to people actually cause most of the time, nothing good comes out of it. So what's the point right? Getting yourself hurt when you're just trying to being nice...over the years.

I dont really feel like thinking of my past anymore but they said learn from your mistake and experiences so this is what i derived from what i've experienced. Pretty sad thinking about it. I've changed so much just to be a perfect girlfriend, for fuck?

OK NVM I DONT WANNA RUIN MY MOOD NOW.just spoilt my whole day thinking about this.was in such a bad mood.

Tormenting my dog the other day (i mean everyday)! HEHE NO CHIPS FOR YOU.

Before heading out to meet chris the other day! Wore my raglan pullover to go for dinner at junction8 omg i was so stupid and out of my mind. We were going to KFC so it seemed perfectly fine to wear a pullover but i forgot about how we always end up walking for hours aimlessly so i ended up sweating home walking from J8 and i told him i couldnt take it so i went home to change lol.

So after changing we walked all the way to serangoon, potong pasir's macs, to st andrews, circled around the whole campus (omg) and walked all the way to boonkeng LOL.DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FAR THAT IS....

I remember cycling from bishan to kallang with someone and i dont want to remember it, but every time i look at the expressway i'll think about how we dangerously cycled there.seriously built too many memories...just looking at the expressway also can think of him fml.