Melody: Dinner with Tonglinz

I had some major issues trying to decide on my future really.i actually still do.
At this point in time, there are just so many paths that i could take and it'll affect me,for life.
People all thought,it'll be so damn easy for me to choose which path to take, since i've been doing music for such a long time, i should be sticking to it.

But ever since 2 years back when i started a blogshop, i realized how much i loved having a mini online shop of my own. I LOVED IT.i was never at any point in time sick of it. Boyfriend always said like "omg you forever on your facebook blogshop are you not sick of it". Till now i'm still loving it.
Honestly, I've been thinking of making it big rather than just earning bits here and there.

I thought of just scraping the whole music conservatory in UK plan and just stay in singapore, be a part time piano teacher and do online business. Just do whatever that makes me happy.
Even my parents agreed on it :/

As you guys know my boyfriend was booked in so i couldnt have a proper discussion with him and i really wanted to sort my plans out. Over the past 4 years, almost every decision i've been making has been discussed between us. WHY DOES ARMY EXIST sigh.

Anw i called tong out for dinner instead to discuss my whole "plan".

cropped longsleeved top x spiked highwaists

Tong and i had dinner at her condo's restaurant! On wednesdays, they have complementary pizza for ladies as long as we spend $30 haha. Its quite a cute idea but wtf the two of us ate SO MUCH.
3 dishes, 1 rice each and a whole pizza.
I ate my share though seriously,i ate half of all the dishes and 4 slices of pizza and almost all of my rice lol.fatdiiemez.

Tong was very disappointed when she heard about my plan. Sigh,we were supposed to go to the UK conservatory together, share an apartment, travel around and just do everything together.
But i just feel like i'm going to be forcing myself to study for another 3 years. I dont really know if its necessary to spend so much money for a degree. I just keep thinking, i could put the money to good use for business instead what.
I'm really going to a conservatory just to come out as a more qualified teacher. Not that i dont have the love for music but its damn hardcore in conservatories. All the expectations and music theory/history. I'm not planning to go there and regret making my choice. SIGH.

I think tong hates me so she flicked my navel piercing...right on the batman.
Can you imagine the impact omg.
She didn't think it'll hurt but it's been hurting all the way till now. *cries
My poor batman has been injured :( he's bleeding to death lol.

My piercing doesnt seem to be in a good condition, i think i should be going to my piercer asap :(
Boyfriend insists on me going to a doctor instead but idk, i just hate seeing doctors.

Doctors have a high chance of being wrong i realized. They are not as reliable as we hope they'll be.
Not only do they predict things wrongly but sometimes diagnose things wrongly as well?
Boyfriend's leg has been giving problems and the doctor gave him a medicine that works exactly like a painkiller. He only gave 20 pills which means it'll only last for 3 days? So till now his leg hasnt recovered and it still hurts zz.
What a waste of $45 bucks wtf. REFUND PLS STUPID DOCTOR.