Hey guys,
if you follow me on twitter you'll know how i just got informed this morning that my audition for Royal Welsh College is brought forward by 5 days. Instead of having 9 days of practice i'm now only down to 4.
Probably to those who do not play music you'll think of how 5 days doesnt mean anything but IT MAKES A WHOLE LOT OF DIFFERENCE.
Just thinking about how its on this saturday makes me feel so so so stressed up.
I"M SO UNPREPARED and this freaking audition actually determines my future. Sounds so retarded but yet so true.
If i dont get a scholarship or even accepted for that matter,i'll be school-less.no uni,no degree.
Coming to think of it now i really want a degree.its not as if i have lots of money to set up my own business in the first place so why not have a safer route first in case anything happens right?
I should really be a piano teacher full time and then a part time business woman.my boyfriend is right.
I'm planning to wake up at 7am tomorrow just to begin practicing all the way till 10.30pm, according to my mom that's the timing i'm supposed to stop practicing. Doesn't even make any sense to me but whatever. I actually checked the HDB rules and regulations and they dont even state all these timings and crap.wtf.
Aiming for 15 hrs of practice a day x 4 = 60 hrs and then it'll be the audition.
I'll be sitting at the grand piano in my old school campus in front of a few angmor teachers....and then they'll judge me,whether i should be part of their school or not,whether i should have any scholarship or not.
if you follow me on twitter you'll know how i just got informed this morning that my audition for Royal Welsh College is brought forward by 5 days. Instead of having 9 days of practice i'm now only down to 4.
Probably to those who do not play music you'll think of how 5 days doesnt mean anything but IT MAKES A WHOLE LOT OF DIFFERENCE.
Just thinking about how its on this saturday makes me feel so so so stressed up.
I"M SO UNPREPARED and this freaking audition actually determines my future. Sounds so retarded but yet so true.
If i dont get a scholarship or even accepted for that matter,i'll be school-less.no uni,no degree.
Coming to think of it now i really want a degree.its not as if i have lots of money to set up my own business in the first place so why not have a safer route first in case anything happens right?
I should really be a piano teacher full time and then a part time business woman.my boyfriend is right.
I'm planning to wake up at 7am tomorrow just to begin practicing all the way till 10.30pm, according to my mom that's the timing i'm supposed to stop practicing. Doesn't even make any sense to me but whatever. I actually checked the HDB rules and regulations and they dont even state all these timings and crap.wtf.
Aiming for 15 hrs of practice a day x 4 = 60 hrs and then it'll be the audition.
I'll be sitting at the grand piano in my old school campus in front of a few angmor teachers....and then they'll judge me,whether i should be part of their school or not,whether i should have any scholarship or not.
AND THEN THEY'LL TALK TO ME OMG THEY'LL FREAKING INTERVIEW ME.
My first audition for uni...hopefully my last as well...cannot...screw...up.
I MUST KEEP MY FOCUS.@P(*$&@)*$(&^)#$
Sad face :(
I MUST KEEP MY FOCUS.@P(*$&@)*$(&^)#$
Sad face :(
Shall blog about my weekends tomorrow instead.knowing this piece of news really spoiled my entire day sigh.
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