Sick Friday

HEY YALL

Yes, i had to take outfit photos though i was sick HAHA
I was seriously just trying to pull a random outfit together cause i was feeling horrible but had to go for a work training.
But i put on this set and i like how it looked so i decided to just snap photos of them hehehe.

I really think i might just start posting outfit posts, and not just my daily rants and updates on this space.
Cause even when i'm just out to run errands i still bother to dress up HAHAHA ritche and i often have this conversation these days i swear:

M: WALAO i got nothing to wear tomorrow leh how :'(
R: Just wear anything la we are just going to ... and come back after a few hrs what
M: Cannot la i want to dress up!!!
R: You very jialat leh <<< I swear he says this phrase to me at least once a day HAHAHA

It's either because i am too particular about what i wear then he'll say "you very jialat leh", or because i'm hungry at every hour of the day, or because i ask questions like "how ah, i'm so full till my stomach hurts but i still feel like having ice cream what should i do?" LOL
Well now all of you know how i'm like everyday.

Anyways, i did a swimwear shoot for StyleHacks.net the other day!
I swear i was damn insecure about it but well i'll always try to remind myself that no one is an airbrush perf / barbie model in real life.
When girls are skinny, some people say that they're too skinny or like bones etc
When girls are my size or bigger people say they prefer skinnier girls or criticizing them for having a tummy / big thighs
When girls are muscular they say that they have a body / arms / legs similar to a guy's and they prefer natural normal curves
No matter how good or bad you may look people would still have something to say, so at the end of the day there's no point changing how you are just because of one opinion.
It's funny to think back that no one criticized my weight and looks other than my own ex of 4 years LOL.
He actually once said that he found me pretty at first but after a few years of looking at me he was sick of my looks etc like what was i supposed to do about that right.
Ironic how a boyfriend is supposed to be there and supportive of you not criticizing you and your every move.
Thank god, he's in the past hehehe

Wowowowow it's so hard to believe those words are coming from me HAHAHA my self esteem used to be so low i couldn't stop criticizing myself.
How much things have changed :)

Well k that's all i have for tonight! :)

Till next time!