Busy Month

WOAH it's been almost a month since i typed a post.really feels kinda weird doing one short one now.lol.

I've been spending the whole month getting busy with my online shop that's going to be open really soon (probably sometime this week) i seriously cannot wait. :)

Opening an online shop really isn't as easy as i thought it would be. I'm actually super worried about many issues sigh.like i'm really hoping it can be as professional as possible like with the shopping cart,check out thingy and with a pretty, neat and proper layout for the whole site.
BUT i know i have my clever boyfriend to help me with my website so for that,i'm really super relieved cause that's what i'm worst at.
PLUS, i havent received some of the stocks PLUS i havent started taking pictures.

One of the things i'm most worried about is modelling the clothes. I mean like,i've been doing that for 2 years on a facebook shop but i never once revealed my face. I really can't imagine myself modelling wtf. Plus boyfriend would be taking the photos how awkward is that. I can't even stand him taking a photo of me already what makes me think i can model so many clothes in front of him?! WTF.
NOT JUST THE PHOTO TAKING THAT'S SCARING ME,what if the photos don't turn out nice?!!!!!
LIKE YOU KNOW,the fucking fail model-looking photos?!!! the superly awkward looking photos/models???!!!!
I'VE SEEN TONS OF THOSE and i really REALLY do not want myself to be one of that.i've been thinking of this EVERY NIGHT since like over a month ago.

Money really has been an issue. I spent 4 digits just buying stocks and guess what i haven't made a single cent lol and what if i make a loss. I'm really thinking of making this part of my career long term. I just really, really, REALLY cannot fail.

I've also been considering the name for my shop. I already thought of one (i'll tell you guys what it is on the next post) but boyfriend thinks its weird, some people say its "cool", some people say its okay and i really don't know. I think i kinda like it?but i dont know if its catchy enough.

Shit,i better start getting busy again.
Will write another post up really soon. Till then.