1st Year Anniversary // Suki-ya, Azzura Beach Foam Party // Updates

HEY GUYS
It was my 1st year anniversary with Ritche last weekend. Can't believe how fast time flies omg.
As i mentioned on my instagram post it was our 372nd date LOL 

so like we basically met each other for 364 days out of the 365days together. Crazy i know.

Surprisingly we didn't have fun plans on our anniversary despite always having fun and adventurous dates usually :/
It was even impromptu wtf we just discussed and planned it the night before! :( 

Well we both didnt have much time to think about it cause i was rushing on the shop's launch and stuff. 

In my previous post i had a break down in regards to my shop and many people asked me to try harder and try various methods of advertising.
i was busy cracking my head the entire week lol and i probably pushed myself way too much.
Yes, i was so damn stressed up by the shop, Ritche and I actually had a long 4 hour talk about how i'm no longer happy over ANYTHING.

It's true. When i go shopping and buy clothes or something, i feel totally numb, no usual excitement.
When i look at the newly arrived stocks i'm no longer excited. 

I only think about whether it'll sell etc. and i'll be busy getting frustrated and angry, even though there may be many nice things in there as well.

These things are hand picked by ME i dont even know why i was behaving in that way.
And there was just so much abnormal behaviour lol the list was so damn long it was scaring me.
We were having the talk as though i had depression or something. For a moment we thought i actually did.

I THINK things are getting better already? Like after the talk i realized how much my stress is affecting me so i tried to be more relaxed and stuff.

Also try not to relate everything i do to the shop. I mean like it's getting so bad when i buy something that's $20 i tell myself i can't cause i need to buy stocks.
My instagram is almost like dedicated to the shop though i would love to post all kinds of other outfits as well since i'm so fashion obsessed now.
Aiya there's just a lot more to those i've listed here lol but this talk is depressing so let me just abruptly end the list there you should get the idea :(
I've been a sad girl and i'm sad over being a sad girl full stop.

So contradicting talking about how i'm sad and stressed up then you see all my smiling selfies HAHA

Ft. my hideous kitchen HAHA

Thank you really for standing by me no matter what happens.
Literally nothing i do would make you walk away. I really never thought it'll be possible.
And of course not to forget how sorry i am for putting you through this. I've been so so unhappy for months and it's been progressively getting worse.
Sorry i did not realize how much it has affected you and most of all, us.

When i mess up and drink too much you'll clean up after me for the entire night, still being the nice guy you always are, not getting mad at me or anything.
I don't know why, but even when i drink too much i can always remember that gentle tone you always use to talk to me.
I don't know what you said actually but i remember you always saying "okay?" at the end of every sentence HAHAHA.
And the way you talk to me when i'm high is wayyyy sweeter than the way you talk to me when i'm sober.
I've never met anyone more patient than you for real. Why would anyone be so nice and sweet to someone who drank too much.
You'll even give me a kiss on my forehead the next day and tell me it's okay and not talk about the night so i wouldn't feel bad about it
(though i'll start asking so many questions until i eventually feel extremely terrible lol)
Wtf like who actually does that right.
I can totally imagine my ex getting angry at me through the night and morning then tell me he wants to break up LOL.
Or typical people would just keep ranting about it the next morning until you feel damn terrible and make up for it + still be mad over how you spoilt their night.

Sigh thinking over you can really be very sweet at times in your own ways.
You can really be so damn nice until you make me feel like squeezing you till you explode LOL.
Like really, though i already knew you as Mr Nice Guy from day 1 of meeting you, i'm still not 100% used to the extent of things that you're willing to do for me at times.

And really the way you'll NEVER get angry at me is so hard to believe.
The only reason why this boy gets EXTREMELY MAD at me is when i degrade myself (say no when he compliments me) or when i stress myself out too much.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT EVEN I CAN'T BELIEVE IT MYSELF.
Please go and rethink your relationship if your boyfriend gets mad at you over everything lol. It really shouldnt be that way.

There is so much more i would like to say, but the things you've done for me this entire year of being together is too long to list.
All i know is that i'm NEVER letting you go ever.
Like i dont care what the fuck actually happens in the future but this relationship and you are not going anywhere away from me.
We always manage to work anything out when we are together so i'm sure we would quit at nothing.
This is the best thing that has ever happened to me why wouldn't i take it seriously right?

YEYYYYY I LOVE YOU LAAAAA

Absolutely love how the skirt would gently float when i walk haha 

Outfit:
Dip Hem Dress from www.StyleHacks.net < New Arrivals~
Panel Clutch also from www.StyleHacks.net
Necklace from Lovisa
Shoes from Bangkok given by my boy hehe

One of the reasons why it wouldn't be hard for me to change my unhappy self back to my norm is because i wouldn't allow anything to take away my bf's happiness.
Especially if the problem is me right omg why the fuck would i let it continue for another day?!
Well maybe i'll still be stressed up but i'll just make sure it isn't too much ok

Lol shit i was so busy pouring my heart out in this post i forgot to even mention where we went to for lunch HAHAHA
I was STARVING i remember that clearly cause once i woke up my stomach was already growling.
Didn't eat anything before leaving the house cause we were going to Suki-Ya for Japanese steamboat buffet!!!!
YES YES,SUKI-YA. The BEST steamboat place i've known of in Singapore!
Just a week before our anniversary i went to Suki-Ya with my mom for dinner but it was so good i had to bring my boy there as well~

They have a few outlets but the main ones at town would be Plaza Singapura and Marina Square!
Would highly recommend the Plaza Sing one instead because the one at Marina Square isn't crowded. I've been to both.
(ya i know after reading that sentence you think i'm out of my mind why queue at dhoby when there isn't a queue at marina square)
Because there is a huge difference in the service and freshness of the food.
I guess they would keep the frozen food for a longer time here since the crowd isn't as big as the one at Dhoby. Some of the meatballs etc clearly wasnt fresh.
And their service was quite bad, it took me like 15 minutes before being able to get someone over to get a drink refill lol.

BUT STILL, their steamboat was super good nonetheless. 

Pricing wise it was $19.90 per person for lunch excluding gst and stuff
You get to choose from 6 different soup bases like laksa, pork, miso, kimchi etc and i've tried 3 out of the 6 flavours and they were all damn good!
You just had to add $10 per pax to have unlimited wagyu beef but they already provide regular shabu shabu beef without the top up so i dont really see a point in it.

Their shabu shabu is the BEST thing ever.
But please note that their selection is really limited but i can guarantee that it'll be good!

Please do not even compare this place to those bugis steamboat restaurants cause those are nothing compared to this lol.
Even if the steamboat restaurant is air conditioned you'll still be sweating, the things aren't really fresh and don't taste very good. 

My boyfriend couldn't stop eating mushrooms when we were there HAHAHAHA i really don't get why 

Just look at the amount of mushrooms he placed in the hotpot lol i still had to go and get more mushrooms for him after that ok

 Partying at azzura foam party, sentosa with the girls on our anniversary night~

And here's some of my favs from the new collection on Stylehacks.net ~

Alright that's all i have for now!
Oh and i'm also going to have a weekend job under Samsung to promote their S5 ~
I'm rather excited for work to start somehow hahaha.
BUY AN S5 it's water resistent, has fingerprint phone unlocking access, super good camera, ultra power saving mode and heart rate monitor hehehehe see i did my homework. Anw for real if you're getting one come look for me and let me earn some commission lol.
Hopefully i'll still have some time for blogging, uploading the male collection and spending time with ritche.

Till next time peeps~